back

back to pmo today. once i get into pmo hall then saw SinHui. didnt see her for a super super long time already weii.. miss her XDD dont see her like very fierce actually she very good de. she teached me lots of things since i joined pmo. give me this training, that training at percussion. like today, we played "TheLordOfTheDance". this the first time i play bass drum. luckily she's there with me and teached me. thank you SinHui :)

JerNing 观摩会 today. Xian told me a funny thing xD she said JerNing doesnt know that im going today. once she saw me then fast fast go practise her cello. HAHAHA XD cute lah. anyway, thanks your lollipop :D

im happy because finally can see my two baobei (s) , JerNing and Xian :)










i hope Xian can solve what the stupid problem she having now. i dont want she always suffer this and that those stupid thingy. emo and sad away from her please.

"ga yao"

all the best to those are taking SPM.
*add oil.add oil :)

today :)

today as normal.. have guitar class. teacher asked is it i didnt have breakfast today. exactly yes. because dont feel like eating this morning. *sleepy..
my 舅舅 came back from singapore. so spend more time with him. after guitar class, had lunch at midvalley there - little vietnam. *full . after lunch, walk walk here walk walk there.
back at around 5pm.
had dinner at 7pm.
had thai food as dinner at hulu langat there. *super full . gonna be "fei po" already :( *diet diet DIET!!

tomorrow last day of school.
im not going to school.
but im going to work :)

寂寞，好了

拼命的上網　悶壞的胸口讓我
想大聲的吶喊
我努力不放　
你冷淡　你讓分手就這樣 我連做夢也感覺受傷
一年過了　還是一天？　計算著慌張
計程車上的音響
我們最愛的情歌
這一刻卻重重擊破思念的心臟 夜深了我怎麼辦　寂寞了誰在身旁
心情變得好複雜　想她　念她　恨她 一個人你害怕嗎　
細數過滿天星光 說好永遠不分開　多假 多假 多假
讓記憶長出翅膀飛翔
(沒有你)心放空了　寂寞好了
堅強外表下　我脆弱　情人節開始失常
別人慶祝我卻很失落 秋天過了　冬天漫長 歡愉而感傷
我們天真的勇敢 我們追求的夢想 捨不得也只能收藏旅行的時光
寂寞感冒全都可以好的
愛多甜　傷多痛　都釋放

无赖正义

雙手緊握拳頭　張開又留下甚麼
敲響命運的鐘　誰能帶走傷痛
活在被拉扯的時空

傷痕就這麼多　所以又代表甚麼
等待適合的風　帶我飛越盡頭
曾經脆弱　獨自承受　傷痛

曾經愛過以後　心痛　放手　人總要學會軟弱
（墮落　失控　充滿掙扎的生活　我的輪廓　消失只留下沉默）
曾經活著痛著　你也能輕鬆看透
（宿命　嘲笑　我注定是個小丑　我看不透）

我用我的無賴遮掩　謊言　從前　我太好騙
荒唐劇情　隨時都會上演
你用你的正義對抗　可憐　善變　虛偽的世界
最後　被我　撕裂

無賴戰勝了一切　胡說好幾遍（我用無賴對抗所有欺騙）
正義敗給了邪惡　世界多危險（我用正義戰勝邪惡意念）
如果生命真的有極限（沒有極限）
我會衝破所有的界限（沒有界限）
毀滅

你用你的正義對抗　這可憐　虛偽　善變　破碎的夜
狼狽　崩潰　頹廢　天黑
最後　被我　撕裂

day now

gotta work everyday except sunday. from 10am to 7pm. so far okay lahh.. but less time to on comp maybe..
no time to blog.
no time to plurk.
no time to facebook.
no time to msn.

hometown 1day trip :)

woke up at 7.30 am then start our journey one day trip back to hometown at 8 pm. first, go to have breakfast-dimsum at connaught there. after that straight away back to hometown. in car, listen to music and slept. around 11 something. finally reached mum's side there. didnt see grandpa and grandma long long time already. miss them so much.

here the pictures >>>
grandma's passion fruit trees ::

tortoise caught by grandpa ::



after dinner then only back. did the same thing inside the car again. music and sleep.
10 something.
finally reached home.
freaking tired. *yawn..

Majlis Perpisahan & Persaraan Datin Lim Yen Hong

i went to school today. *damn good girl please xD if today not the last day of form5s and i got pembarisan i wont go to school also. well, this is the first time we pmo marching with wearing 唐装. weird right? haha XD
after pembarisan finished, rushed like hell :( because it is late. scared scold by mum. luckily no. *pheww .

I MISS FORM5S !!!

with 5uet teong >>>

outing

went to look for job with darling today. at first was suffering about want to go for which one. i got 3 choices actually (cafe, memory lane and hello kitty thingy shop) but finally i went to cafe for interview. still got second interview. hope will approve pleaseee..

when i was interviewing (took by darling)

at starbucks >>>

saw 温力铭

>>>

#take one

#take two

#take three

mood swing

mood super swing today. i know.. matter what i do. no one will knows me or see me. everyone has a star. everyone is brighter than me a lot which mine is super dull? dark? i really did tried hard to cheer myself up. told myself not to care, dont think about it. but its hard..

i,
bad!
worst!
i want to give up everything!!